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Maybe I'm finally coming back to my senses, about not giving my Ex Erik another chance. I believe in miracles, and I believe people can change. I have Faith, but I also feel it should be applied to the right situations..waiting for a man to change that has hurt you 3 times already, may never happen. He has abused me twice, for me not wanting to be with him. But he makes me walk away by getting disrespectful. What makes me wanna be there for him, is that I feel sorry how his family treat him. But they might have a reason, still a mystery to be figured out and I can't do it. But oh well. He stole from me, and for that reason I can't trust anything I own around him. He's been threatening to kill himself if I don't stay. It'll be on my conscious, if he ever did such and leave me devastated. Apart of me, wanna get him some help. Apart of me wanna find someone else and don't look back. It's just hard finding a guy whose willing to change, and get to know God better. Someone who prays..I've met guys who did me wrong, but never nothing like what he did. Just hurt me emotionally, and they wouldn't even do anything involving God. This is what makes me stuck!