I pray to the Lord to give me peace and be able to forgive my husband for all of his wrongdoings that he keeps on doing and has done since 7 months ago; september2011. I want to be able to grow but I feel thathis action bring me down because my hearts fills with sorrow. He asked for a divorce; told me he was not in love with me and now wants to try but he keeps being mean and lying. The last thing he did this last weekend was that he he did not come home till the next day. He got drunk with his friend; they went to a strip joint (where he swears he stayed in thecar sobering up) and did not come home till next day. He denied going to strip bar buthis friend told on him that night that I called asking himof his whereabouts. He aplogizes and says he will be better; I don't trust him anymore and I don't know what to do as fas as stay or leave and move on. I have no trust in him and believe that he will continue acting like a fool.