Good Morning prayers for Continued Spiritual Growth during Challenging times in my marriage Satan is using this time as it seems every year during October or November my husband has an extremely difficult time for some reason and I fall prey to allowing his difficulties becoming a catalyst of my emotions. I need to become more disciplined in my focus and stay Spiritually focused no matter what either one of us are going through during this stage of life and recognize this is a perfect example to a distraction to attempt me from growing in the word of GOD. I love my husband no if and or buts and I cannot force him to act the way I want him to however he has to understand I am not here for him to change me nor am I his suspect if we continue on this path of him not trusting me and confiding in others I don’t know where we will be on the next three to five years it seems we will just exist. I find myself now admiring other couples relations that are able to communicate through difficult circumstances because my husband deflects opposed to ownership then says I never tell him anything at this point I am not comfortable speaking with a man who passes judgment and speaks to his coworker about what goes on in our marriage please pray for us both to understand one another in Jesus Holy name because all he see is self never my point of view I’m extremely exhausted at this point and have not clue where we will be in three to five years LORD HELP US BOTH IN JESUS NAME HAVE YOUR WAY.