I am joining you and holding your hand in this. The more people that pray for the restoration of broken marriages the better. I am going through the same thing and I pray through frustration and depression, fear and anxiety and many nay-sayers that my marriage will be restored. One thing I do is, every time I get any one of those feelings, depression, anxiety, desperation, etc. is I go to my quiet spot (my bedroom, bathroom, anywhere you know you will not be disturbed) lift up your marriage and yourself to the Heavenly Father through Jesus Christ and repeat over and over again:
"It's not about my depression, but the Promise ahead. I lift up my circumstances, my marriage, my wife/husband to You in Jesus name."
Talk to Him. Scream and cry if you have to, that is what He is here for. Thank Him for all the positive changes, NO MATTER HOW SMALL, that have manifested in your life. Ask Him for forgiveness of any sins YOU have committed, again, NO MATTER HOW SMALL so that He can work unhindered in your life. Most of all, Focus on God's promises to us. Read, read, read and read again The Word. I know it's hard, believe me, I still struggle with this. Some nights, I cry myself to sleep out of sheer loneliness and frustration. I feel so empty inside because my husband was my best friend and I miss him every single day. I'm not going to quote scripture to you because I am still a child at this myself and I'm sure there are plenty of replies that have done this already. But I know in my heart that whatever the promise is, He HAS a promise for us. Whatever it is, God is working on our situation and our circumstances and is creating beauty from our ashes. What that beauty is, we will know in time. In the meantime, keep your head up. Work on YOU and YOUR relationship with God and let God work on ### and in my case, ###.
I am praying for the healing of your heart and that God reveals Himself to you in the most beautiful and miraculous ways possible. Amen.