i do pray this for u. I want you to have your happy ever after and your hearts desire , i know the pain ur in & my heart goes out to you, i have lost the love of my life, after waiting 24 years ..... i got 3 beautiful weeks, now i am waiting .. divorce? i don't know or get a choice he hasn't spoken to me since oct 31,2015.I do hope the prayers going up for you is answered. I know God will show his glory in both of your lives. Take it from me,Do all you can to show love and respect and value for your spouse. God bless u