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sharon
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please pray for my marriage situation. We have been together for 21 years. My Husband is very negative, verbal abuse, mental abuse, and labor day weekend 1st time with physical. Problem stems from his 33 year old son that has been in trouble with the law and continues life with drugs. my husband continues to bail him out repeatly and tells him this is his last time. This is been going on since he was 18. My husband pays his bills and other cost he might have. son does not work. this is becoming a constant argument with us. I pray that i can stay silent but I can't. we have no communication anymore. my husbands keeps everything from me. I have a christian preschool in my home down stairs for 15 years, I love my job. but I have been very depressed on and off in our marrige. Especially presently due to everything especially the physical abuse that stems from arguing over son. we adopted a boy 7 years ago which i mainly provide for. I have prayed over and over, read my Bible for God'd will and guidance. I want to move the preschool out but i so scared of failing. He refuses to help me. My parents want me and my son to stay with them. I want to leave so bad, but he has said so many negative and verbal things for years. I feel so scared of failing and not providing for me and my son. My husband refuses to help me in anyway. I feel that I can't live like this anymore. Everyday i cry and stay in bed when he is around. The happiest is working with the preschool which I have only a few children due to not knowing what to do. I feel like I yell at my 11 year old sondue to all the problems. Which i apoligize to him. Please pray for God's guidance, and his will for my son and I. I pray for my husband also. But i feel like i just want away from him. I don't want to raise my son in this siuation anymore. Please pray that I can stop crying everytime someone speaks to me. Take away the feeling and severe depression, and give me the joy and happiness that a christian should feel so I can start being the mother that my son deserves. Thank you and God Bless. Sharon
