jannajanna
Prayer Warrior
Thank you Lord. You have stood by my side all this time You've patiently helped me through each horrible day I've lived over the past nearly 3 months now. Lord I wish I would've brought my marriage to you sooner before it was too late. Lord forgive me for not seeing you before now. Lord bless those who ask for help before disaster strikes. They are more faithful than I am. Thank you for answering my prayers and keeping me safe. Thank you for sending kind people into my life to help me through each day. I am ever grateful for every hug, kind word, encouraging look, email, text, phone call, invitation, etc. Without You and the people you've sent, Lord I would surely be dead from pain. I would've given up by now. It's hard not to want to give up. It's hard to want to keep on living this way.. in this strange place.. alone. Lord I know there is a plan and purpose to this. Forgive me for being impatient. I just hurt so bad Lord. I hate to know that so many other hurting marriages feel the way I do. Lord, surely when a heart breaks it doesn't break even. I struggle daily while he moves on freely with love and contentment. Lord if you would restore every other hurting marriage and give me all their pain.. I would surely bear that weight. I don't want anyone else to ever have to feel the way I do. I don't ever want anyone else to feel the crushing loneliness that comes when I come back to this strange place every night.
Lord I made vows. I also made many terrible mistakes. I want to honor my vows to you and my husband. Please give me that opportunity Lord. The word "miss" doesn't accurately describe how it feels to have the one connected to your soul walk away and leave you for dead. Amen.
Lord I made vows. I also made many terrible mistakes. I want to honor my vows to you and my husband. Please give me that opportunity Lord. The word "miss" doesn't accurately describe how it feels to have the one connected to your soul walk away and leave you for dead. Amen.
