Many Prayers Needed

[james]

I need many prayers. I have made a complete mess of my life. I have always tried to do right, I've attended church, I have prayed but I have never lived a completely christian life. Now I find myself needing god more than ever and I sometimes even get angry at him. I have wanted to end my life for some time now. I have asked, even begged god to take me in someone elses place or just take me one night while I sleep. But I remain here. I know why he dosen't take me, he knows I'm not ready in any way shape or form. But I can't see me living life like I presently live. It's very hard to explain to anyone who has not completely given up. I feel I only cause my family pain if I live or die and they deserve a husband and father that can give them all this life has to offer. I really need your prayers to get me on the right track. I need it now more than ever it seems.

 

[Stephanie]

As hard as it may seem to you right now God has a plan for you. keep the Faith and ask God to carry you through these troubling times. Suicide is not the answer ever. You are not ready to leave this earth. Ask God as your Lord and saviour asked to have your name written in the book of Life and keep God in your life and Pray and worship him daily.Praise him and he will lead the way. i will keep you in my Prayers

 

[Stephanie]

James:Your Prayer Request has been on my mind and I wanted to let you know you have had continual Prayers from me and That you were on my mind. I Pray that God will send you a message that everything will be ok and to keep the Faith and that he is there always.Amen