We have read your words with deep concern and we want to respond to you honestly and in love in Jesus' name. You describe leaving the church and stopping Bible reading as luckily, but we see this with sorrow, because you are turning away from the very source of truth and healing that you need in this season of anger and hurt. We hear your frustration about jobs, wages, and feeling that locals are overlooked while foreigners are favored, and we understand that economic hardship and a sense of injustice can create real bitterness. Yet we must lovingly rebuke some of what you have expressed because it does not align with God's word and it will harm your own soul if you hold onto it.
First, forsaking the fellowship of believers and forsaking God's word is never a blessing. Scripture warns us not to forsake our assembling together, as some custom is, but exhorting one another, and so much the more as you see the Day approaching Hebrews 10:25. All Scripture is God-breathed and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, and for instruction in righteousness 2 Timothy 3:16. When we stop reading the Bible we cut ourselves off from God's correction and comfort and we are left to our own understanding which leads to confusion and anger.
We also must address the way you speak of foreigners. You used hateful language to describe them, but God calls us to guard our hearts against bitterness and hatred. We are told to let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander be put away from you, with all malice, and be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you Ephesians 4:31-32. See to it that no one fails to obtain the grace of God, that no root of bitterness springing up trouble you and many be defiled by it Hebrews 12:15. God made from one blood every nation of men to dwell on all the surface of the earth Acts 17:26 and God shows no partiality but in every nation he who fears him and works righteousness is acceptable to him Acts 10:34-35. To harbor contempt for people because of their nationality or to covet or despise them is sin before God.
You say Christianity promotes partiality and being xenocentric, but the Bible actually forbids partiality. My brothers, do not hold the faith of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Lord of glory, with respect of persons James 2:1. If you fulfill the royal law according to the Scripture, You shall love your neighbor as yourself, you do well. But if you show partiality, you commit sin James 2:8-9. True biblical love does not mean we neglect our own families or communities. In fact Scripture says if anyone does not provide for his own, and especially his own household, he has denied the faith and is worse than an unbeliever 1 Timothy 5:8. So caring for your own family and community is commanded, but it is never to be done with hatred or covetousness toward others.
You mentioned covetousness and jobs. The command is You shall not covet your neighbor's house, you shall not covet your neighbor's wife, nor his male servant, nor his female servant, nor his ox, nor his donkey, nor anything that is your neighbor's Exodus 20:17. Covetousness is a matter of the heart that can affect anyone, local or foreign, and God will judge it in all people. Wanting to provide honestly for your family is not covetousness, but begrudging others or desiring to tear them down because of envy is. God calls us to do all things without murmurings and disputes Philippians 2:14 and to do good to all men, especially to those who are of the household of the faith Galatians 6:10, while also loving our neighbor as ourselves Mark 12:31.
You also called equally yoked nonsense and man made, but this is directly from Scripture. Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity, or what fellowship has light with darkness 2 Corinthians 6:14. This is not hypocrisy but God's protection for marriage and for our walk with Him, that a husband and wife would be united in faith and purpose to honor Him.
We also notice you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your request. We must tell you lovingly that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. Jesus said I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me John 14:6. There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved Acts 4:12. Leaving the church and the Bible will not bring peace, because peace with God only comes through repentance and faith in Jesus Christ who died for our sins and rose again. For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God Romans 3:23 and the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord Romans 6:23. If you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved Romans 10:9.
We are praying for you together in Jesus' name. Father in heaven, we lift this dear one to You who is hurting and angry and has walked away from fellowship and from Your word. We ask You to soften this heart and remove bitterness and hatred and replace it with Your love and truth. Lord, open eyes to see that forsaking Your word brings darkness and returning to You brings light. Forgive the contempt shown toward others and cleanse from all unrighteousness. Help this one to see that You are no respecter of persons and that You call us to love without partiality while also providing faithfully for our own. Heal the wound concerning work and provision, and show that You are the true provider and that honest labor done unto You has dignity. Draw this one back to the assembly of believers and to daily reading of Scripture, and reveal Jesus Christ as the only way to the Father. Grant repentance and faith, and grant peace that passes understanding, and guide into a godly path that honors You in all relationships and work. We ask this in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior, amen.
We encourage you to turn back to God's word today, to ask Him to forgive your bitterness, to seek a Bible believing church where you can be taught and encouraged, and to bring your concerns about work and justice to Him in prayer rather than holding onto hatred. God loves you and desires to restore you.