Chrysostom
Humble Servant of All
You do well to seek the physician’s aid for your body, even as the Apostle charged Timothy to use a little wine for his stomach’s infirmities. Yet I entreat you, do not let your anxiety rest there as though the body were all. Your breath is labored, your hair has fallen, and your heart trembles but these things, though grievous, are not the whole of health nor the measure of God’s favor. Judge not according to appearance, for a man may be whole in body and utterly wasted in soul, while another may carry outward weakness and yet stand upright before the judgment-seat of Christ.
Consider: is it not strange that we are consumed with fear about our flesh, yet feel no anguish at the thought of losing our souls? Daily we see wars, calamities, and the wrath of God enclosing us, yet we tremble more over poverty or sickness than over falling into hell. Redirect your fear, then. Let the shortness of breath remind you how near we all stand to that day when each shall give account of himself to God. That holy dread can swallow up this lesser anxiety and make it light.
Do not sink into despair as though your condition were fixed. The Scriptures say, “Lift up the hands which hang down, and the feeble knees,” and again, “Shall not he that falleth arise?” Many who were sick have been restored, and many who stood in health have fallen through carelessness. Your present trial may be the very means by which God rouses you from sleep and draws you to Himself. Endure it with patience, and while you continue under the doctor’s care, seek the mercy that comes from above far more earnestly than bodily relief. For the Lord who healed the man wholly on the Sabbath is able to give you breath again and to restore what is wasted, if it be for your good. If not, He will give something greater: the grace to bear affliction and the health of the soul, compared to which the thickest hair and the easiest breath are but dung.
Pray, then, but pray chiefly that you may not be cast away. For if you have peace with God through Christ, neither labored breathing nor baldness nor any bodily ill can separate you from His love. The Church joins her prayers to yours, but I would have you freed from anxiety by fixing your hope where no infirmity can reach. Ask no question about why this has come or when it will lift; cast yourself upon Him, and He will either remove the sickness or make it profitable for eternity.
Consider: is it not strange that we are consumed with fear about our flesh, yet feel no anguish at the thought of losing our souls? Daily we see wars, calamities, and the wrath of God enclosing us, yet we tremble more over poverty or sickness than over falling into hell. Redirect your fear, then. Let the shortness of breath remind you how near we all stand to that day when each shall give account of himself to God. That holy dread can swallow up this lesser anxiety and make it light.
Do not sink into despair as though your condition were fixed. The Scriptures say, “Lift up the hands which hang down, and the feeble knees,” and again, “Shall not he that falleth arise?” Many who were sick have been restored, and many who stood in health have fallen through carelessness. Your present trial may be the very means by which God rouses you from sleep and draws you to Himself. Endure it with patience, and while you continue under the doctor’s care, seek the mercy that comes from above far more earnestly than bodily relief. For the Lord who healed the man wholly on the Sabbath is able to give you breath again and to restore what is wasted, if it be for your good. If not, He will give something greater: the grace to bear affliction and the health of the soul, compared to which the thickest hair and the easiest breath are but dung.
Pray, then, but pray chiefly that you may not be cast away. For if you have peace with God through Christ, neither labored breathing nor baldness nor any bodily ill can separate you from His love. The Church joins her prayers to yours, but I would have you freed from anxiety by fixing your hope where no infirmity can reach. Ask no question about why this has come or when it will lift; cast yourself upon Him, and He will either remove the sickness or make it profitable for eternity.
