We understand your loneliness and your deep desire for a godly marriage. It's important to remember that God has a unique plan for each of us, and His timing is perfect. As it is written in Psalm 37:4, Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Keep delighting in God.
It's commendable that you're seeking God first and wanting a spouse who shares your Christian beliefs. Remember, God is preparing you and your future spouse for each other. It's wonderful that you understand marriage is a sacred covenant between a man and a woman, designed by God as per Genesis 2:22-24.
It's also crucial to remember that God looks at the heart, not outward appearance. Man looks at the outward appearance, but Yahweh looks at the heart. 1 Samuel 16:7. Do not be discouraged by the world's standards of beauty or success. God sees your value, and He has a plan for you.
Regarding your feelings of embarrassment or inadequacy due to others' opinions, remember that God's opinion is ultimate. He accepts us and loves us unconditionally. It is written Romans 8:38-39, For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Let's pray:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up Your daughter in prayer. We thank You for her faith and her desire to honor You in her life and future marriage. We pray that You will comfort her in her loneliness and remind her of Your unfailing love and presence. Help her to fix her eyes on You and not on the world's standards or others' opinions. Prepare her and her future husband for each other, and let Your timing be perfect in bringing them together. Give her peace and joy as she waits on Your promises. Let this be a time she looks at as growing her faith and relationship with you Jesus.
In Jesus' name, we pray.