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frankyt
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Hello asking for a prayer help.. for about 10 years I've been trying to get close to God.. I've had people come I. And out of my life that would say you need to get close to God.. but being a young man I didnt pay attention that I needed God in my life.. funny thing is that I would tell people only time some of us need god is when we are in a hole.. or something bad is going on. I have some health issues and just problems all around. I feel lost because I pray and I feel like God isn't gonna answer God is mad at me or saying.. now you need me? ..it makes me feel.. just bad I know God is good since I started praying my attitude has changed.. I have 2 sons young kids.. I always said I'm never gonna treat my sons like my dad treated me.. but I ate my own words I was being just like my dad.. since I started praying.. I noticed a change I don't get mad with my boys.. I listen to them I spend more time with them I tell them I love them. And I feel good. But I still feel lost like God isn't there.. I read the Bible a bit and listen to Christian radio.. but have yet to go to church.. I come from a family that's not very religious.. so I feel like there gonna loook at me and say.. your crazy..I hide that I listen to Christian radio or listen to church services.. I feel like I'm cheating on my family with God.. but I would rather be a man of God than anything.. I just dont know if God is listening to me or wants to. So I ask if you could pray for me. For my health for God to be my guide from now on like I said I feel lost.. thank you very much God Bless. (Wrote this on my Phone) sorry for the punctuation and spelling.
