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ladyj
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Where do i start? My heart is truely burndened for my mom and my oldest sister. I am almost 30 years old and i NEVER remember my mom being happy. She really has had a hard life, but alot of it she has brought onto herself. She was married at age 12 and had my oldest sister at age 15. At age 12 she was home all day alone, while her husband was at work. Jehovah Witness started visiting her and she soon became a Jehovah witness. My whole life was crazy, one year we were Jehovah witnesses and one year we wasn't, so one year we would have christmas, one year we wouldn't. This was very confuseing as a child, but my whole life i was told that there was no hell and that there was a heaven, but Only 144,000 were going. My mother married my stepdad when i was 2 and he was the only father i knew and at age 10 he started to molest me, i told at age 14 and my mom did not beleive me. My step father is an evil man, he was very abusive to my mom and still is. I pray that my mom will leave him and for once in her life find true happieness, but I KNOW she can not do that without Jesus Christ in her life. My oldest sister just turned 42 and has already had 2 stints in her heart and is going to have anothor in Dec. the doctor said she may not live through it and this is so scary to me. My sister doesn't go to church and one day i asked her why she did not beleive in hell and she said, "Thats what mom says", that tore me up and i told her that there will be a day that mom is not there and YOU and no one else will have to confess to your sins. My mom is so hard to talk to and will not hear of any other way, but The Jehovah Witness way, i tell her that i will pray for her and she gets mad. Sometimes i feel guilty, thinking that i am giving up on her, but i KNOW GOD can do ANYTHING. So please pray that my mom and sister will find Jesus and change their way of living.
Also please remember me and my husband that we can be obeint to the Lords will. God Bless you all.
Also please remember me and my husband that we can be obeint to the Lords will. God Bless you all.