Anonymous
Beloved of All
I have lost hope that God ever wants me to get married. I can't even get blind dates anymore. My heart is broken, and in great anguish. My grandmother told me that I am supposed to be single, and when God says no, who can change his mind or argue with his decision? I have prayed for a wife, I have prayed for a speical female compaion, a mentor, and many other prayers to help me through the single season, and Go's has declined everyone of my request. :bawling: Why? What have I done to deserve this punishment, this curse. I read His word daily, and I pray to God every day. I poor out my anxieties, and troubles, and hopes he will manifest and help. but He does not answer. God please hear me, do not ignore my cry for help Father. You know what my heart desires Father. Please, Daddy, please don't neglect your child. Daddy, I want a friend, A lady friend that I can go to church with, and do fun activites with. Daddy, Please. Why do you ignore me? Why can't I have a lady friend Daddy? Why do all the other guys get one. God that treat them like garbage and take them for granted. Daddy I will not do that, I will be loveing and supporting to her. Father, Daddy, your word says to have child like faith in you, Father, Daddy, please give me a sister in Christ, because I am lonely Daddy. At Christmas time, I feel left out because everyone else has love interists, but I never do. Daddy on Valintines day, I never have a Valintine. I take my mother out, but Daddy, it just is not the same. Daddy, Please give me a special girl friend, a sister in Christ to play with this year. Daddy I don't want to spend another Valintines day alone, or another Christmas without a girl friend to calibrate with. Daddy I believe you can do anything. Please Daddy you are my hero, and If I did not trust you, I would not be asking you for a girl to be my play mate. Please Daddy, can I have a girl, a sister in Christ to play with and be friends with? Daddy, please. Father I ask this in Jesus Holy name Amen.