ok2know
Humble Prayer Warrior
God i know who and what you are and i know who and what i am,father i am suppose to trust you but i do not ,forgive me,i am pretty sure that i will or already have distroyed myself,the enemy was and is to strong for me ,and i failed and curse the day i was born like job,i have no love in my heart and yet you are still God and always be,i am envious and afraid ,others christians dont go through what i have been through ,i am suppose to belive you are a rewarder of those who seek you ,but it dosent work for me,father i pray you help other on this site to have the kind of realionship with you that brings them a great life.please pray somthing changes in me before bad things happen again in jesus christ name amen.
