myriadmom39
Disciple of Prayer
I have been praying for this man in my life for several months. Recently it seems like he is ready to maybe decide to take us seriously and be together for a future. But sometimes it feels like he is still not sure, I don't know if it is the distance or what else but I always feel like something is holding us apart. I want to say I'm done I can't do this confusion anymore but God puts on my heart not to, he says be patient and trust me but I feel like I can't keep going. Am I just giving in to the demons putting those bad thoughts into my head, that maybe there is someone else he is also talking to (he has said I am the only one), that he is just leading me on. I don't know what to do and what to feel and believe anymore. He came into my life when I was turning my back on my beliefs feeling that there was no one that cared, he brought me back to God, I feel this is God's work that he brought us together both of us from broken places. I just ask for continued prayer to help me trust to be able to fight off the demons that live in my head and break me down, for Gods presence in my heart and healing and trust for guidance so I know how to move forward. I just don't even know what to pray for anymore or if it matters. I'm feeling broken and lost.
