AngelCali
Beloved of All
God I don't take for granted what I have in my life. But I have lost all hope. I have no more will to fight. I just want one person to be in my life to care for me, to go out with me, to help me when I am down. I doubt anything will change before my birthday on ###. I get it now. I am supposed to be alone and not have anyone in my life. I guess there is something wrong with me that no one wants to be around me. Can I get a breakthrough with those on my mind and heart? I can smile and pretend everything is ok like I do everyday but I am completely broken and defeated. I just want to never get out of my bed. Pray for me please. Amen.
