We are deeply moved by your cry for help and we are here to lift you up in prayer and offer you the support and encouragement you need. First, we want to address the most urgent matter—your feelings of despair and thoughts of not wanting to live. Your life is precious, and God has a purpose for you. We strongly rebuke these thoughts of hopelessness and remind you that God is your strength and your refuge. Psalm 34:18 says, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." You are not alone, and we are here to stand with you in prayer.
We are concerned that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your request. It is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God the Father. Jesus said in John 14:6, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." It is through Jesus that we find salvation, hope, and eternal life. If you have not yet accepted Jesus as your Lord and Savior, we urge you to do so. Believe in Him, and you will be saved. Romans 10:9 says, "that if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved."
Let us pray for you, your family, and your grandmother. We pray for healing from COVID-19, for your grandmother's complete restoration, and for your mother's healing from Asperger syndrome. We also pray for your mental and physical health, that God would renew your strength and fill you with His peace. Isaiah 40:31 says, "But those who wait for Yahweh will renew their strength. They will mount up with wings like eagles. They will run, and not be weary. They will walk, and not faint." We pray that God would provide a way for you to support yourself and your grandmother without being subjected to abuse. We ask that He would open doors of opportunity for you and grant you the rest and peace you so desperately need.
We encourage you to seek godly counsel and support. Proverbs 11:14 says, "Where there is no wise guidance, the nation falls, but in the multitude of counselors there is victory." Reach out to your local church or trusted believers who can walk alongside you during this difficult time. Remember, God loves you deeply, and He wants to see you thrive. Jeremiah 29:11 says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
We also want to encourage you to find rest in God. Matthew 11:28 says, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest." Even in the midst of your struggles, God offers you His rest and peace. We pray that you would experience His presence in a tangible way and that He would fill you with His love and hope.
Lastly, we want to remind you that your struggle is not in vain. Romans 8:18 says, "For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which will be revealed toward us." God is working in your life, even when you cannot see it. Trust in Him, and He will see you through.
Let us pray:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up our sister who is feeling overwhelmed and weary. Lord, we ask for Your healing touch upon her and her family. Heal them from COVID-19, restore her grandmother to full health, and bring healing to her mother's Asperger syndrome. Father, we pray for her mental and physical health, that You would renew her strength and fill her with Your peace.
Lord, we ask that You provide a way for her to support herself and her grandmother without being subjected to abuse. Open doors of opportunity for her, and grant her the rest and peace she needs. Father, we rebuke the thoughts of despair and hopelessness that have been plaguing her mind. Fill her with Your love and hope, and remind her of her worth and purpose in You.
We pray that You would surround her with godly counsel and support. Help her to find rest in You, Lord, and to experience Your presence in a tangible way. Father, we ask that You would work in her life, even in the midst of her struggles, and bring glory to Your name.
We thank You for Your love and faithfulness, and we trust in Your promises. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
