bella8811
Prayer Partner
Dear Lord,
There are many overwhelming things happening in my life right now. I have never felt more alone, helpless, and lost in my entire life. A few months
ago, I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis. This took a great toll on me, and it is very hard for me to manage this disease while being a full time,
second year college student. I am still suffering with some of the symptoms, and unfortunately, it has affected how I perceive life and has made managing my schoolwork more difficult. This has only increased my stress and anxiety. In addition, I just found out that I wasn't accepted into my college of choice within the University that I attend. Being accepted into this college is the first step I need in order to apply for the program which has the major I want to obtain. It's possible that I was rejected because I did not meet the priority deadline which was on October 15th. Unfortunately this is when my MS was getting the best of me. But, I did send in the application a week before the final deadline, but there was a chance it was not received in time. However, on Monday, this school of my choice announced that they are extending the spring application deadline until this Friday. I am unsure if I should apply again. I still don't know why I was rejected in the first place. I am going to call tomorrow morning to see what factors led to my rejection. I am praying that it was only because of the deadline. If this were to be the case, this Friday would be my second chance, which you do not get often. Essentially, this horrible disease that multiple sclerosis is, along with being rejected from the program that was going to help me achieve my dreams, has led me to feel this way. I don't know what to do. I feel like giving up in every area and . Oh, and I forgot to mention that because of this disease, I have not been able to exercise for months. I am a very active person and the inability to exercise along with my depression has caused me to gain weight. Please Lord, give me a sign that you are with me. I feel as though I have no one by my side. I know this is not the case, since I am surrounded by YOU, and wonderful family and friends. But I still feel completely alone. Please help me. Please give me the chance to look brightly into my future. I don't know what to do. I've hit rock bottom over and over for the past few months. I'm starting to question any value that my life may have if I can't pursue my dreams. I know I can be accepted into this school, and that program. I also want to overcome this disease. Please let this Friday be my second chance to apply and be accepted. Please, Lord. Please. Please help me be stronger and live my life regardless of my diagnosis.
There are many overwhelming things happening in my life right now. I have never felt more alone, helpless, and lost in my entire life. A few months
ago, I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis. This took a great toll on me, and it is very hard for me to manage this disease while being a full time,
second year college student. I am still suffering with some of the symptoms, and unfortunately, it has affected how I perceive life and has made managing my schoolwork more difficult. This has only increased my stress and anxiety. In addition, I just found out that I wasn't accepted into my college of choice within the University that I attend. Being accepted into this college is the first step I need in order to apply for the program which has the major I want to obtain. It's possible that I was rejected because I did not meet the priority deadline which was on October 15th. Unfortunately this is when my MS was getting the best of me. But, I did send in the application a week before the final deadline, but there was a chance it was not received in time. However, on Monday, this school of my choice announced that they are extending the spring application deadline until this Friday. I am unsure if I should apply again. I still don't know why I was rejected in the first place. I am going to call tomorrow morning to see what factors led to my rejection. I am praying that it was only because of the deadline. If this were to be the case, this Friday would be my second chance, which you do not get often. Essentially, this horrible disease that multiple sclerosis is, along with being rejected from the program that was going to help me achieve my dreams, has led me to feel this way. I don't know what to do. I feel like giving up in every area and . Oh, and I forgot to mention that because of this disease, I have not been able to exercise for months. I am a very active person and the inability to exercise along with my depression has caused me to gain weight. Please Lord, give me a sign that you are with me. I feel as though I have no one by my side. I know this is not the case, since I am surrounded by YOU, and wonderful family and friends. But I still feel completely alone. Please help me. Please give me the chance to look brightly into my future. I don't know what to do. I've hit rock bottom over and over for the past few months. I'm starting to question any value that my life may have if I can't pursue my dreams. I know I can be accepted into this school, and that program. I also want to overcome this disease. Please let this Friday be my second chance to apply and be accepted. Please, Lord. Please. Please help me be stronger and live my life regardless of my diagnosis.
