Adam283
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Dear Heavenly Father God,
THank you for everything you have done in my life and in the lives of all those who come here asking for your help and forgiveness. You have carried me through some of the toughest times this year and it has def been laid on thick but no matter how broken i was you pick me up. At least i know that 09 cant be anything but better than 08.
protect all your children this holliday season, hold them up, ease their pain, warm their hearts, take away all the sorrows many are feeling. Forgive me for falling off the deep edge these past couple of weeks, i started to lose hope and started to give up and then you kind of hit me upside the head and showed me i was stupid for doing so. Im sorry my lord please forgive me.
You have eased my heart and took away all the worries about Brittny and the child, i leave all that to you cause there is nothing i can do so there is no reason to let it eat me alive, at times it felt like being stabed all over my body having no controll in anything and was lost searching so hard for the answers that i didnt know what to do. I will never give up my lord, I will push through.
I see how it can take but one week, one day, one moment for everything to change, help me my lord, There must be a reason why i keep getting broke down and built up then broke down again then built up again. Please send me a sign as of what to expect my lord please! i am at ease and leave everything up to you but i need to know what step to make next, please at least grant me a sign that tells me for sure if im working in the right direction or if i should put my energy somewhere else that will make me happy, I want to be truely happy my lord you know what i desire inside and it feels sooo close but far. haha that reminds me of part of a song.
"All my life I’ve been searching for something
Something never comes, never leads to nothing
Nothing satisfies, but I’m getting close
Closer to the prize at the end of the rope
All night long I dream of the day
When it comes around and it’s taken away
Leaves me with the feeling that I feel the most
Feel it come to life when I see your ghost" - Foo Fighters, all my life
I havent really posted or spoke to you much my lord so i know everyone reading this will think its long, Thank you my Lord for being there, Bless and Protect all your Children.
In Jesus Name I Pray, Amen
THank you for everything you have done in my life and in the lives of all those who come here asking for your help and forgiveness. You have carried me through some of the toughest times this year and it has def been laid on thick but no matter how broken i was you pick me up. At least i know that 09 cant be anything but better than 08.
protect all your children this holliday season, hold them up, ease their pain, warm their hearts, take away all the sorrows many are feeling. Forgive me for falling off the deep edge these past couple of weeks, i started to lose hope and started to give up and then you kind of hit me upside the head and showed me i was stupid for doing so. Im sorry my lord please forgive me.
You have eased my heart and took away all the worries about Brittny and the child, i leave all that to you cause there is nothing i can do so there is no reason to let it eat me alive, at times it felt like being stabed all over my body having no controll in anything and was lost searching so hard for the answers that i didnt know what to do. I will never give up my lord, I will push through.
I see how it can take but one week, one day, one moment for everything to change, help me my lord, There must be a reason why i keep getting broke down and built up then broke down again then built up again. Please send me a sign as of what to expect my lord please! i am at ease and leave everything up to you but i need to know what step to make next, please at least grant me a sign that tells me for sure if im working in the right direction or if i should put my energy somewhere else that will make me happy, I want to be truely happy my lord you know what i desire inside and it feels sooo close but far. haha that reminds me of part of a song.
"All my life I’ve been searching for something
Something never comes, never leads to nothing
Nothing satisfies, but I’m getting close
Closer to the prize at the end of the rope
All night long I dream of the day
When it comes around and it’s taken away
Leaves me with the feeling that I feel the most
Feel it come to life when I see your ghost" - Foo Fighters, all my life
I havent really posted or spoke to you much my lord so i know everyone reading this will think its long, Thank you my Lord for being there, Bless and Protect all your Children.
In Jesus Name I Pray, Amen