bronson38
Beloved of All
Lord, you say follow your heart and my heart is with my ex/friend. I have been confused because of a lot of hurt, pain, and suffering of what he did in the past and how badly he hurt me mentally and emotionally. You know where his heart is. Set us free from the past and let us reconcile. Give him a pure heart for me, take away his pain and suffering from his ex who no longer has any feelings for him. Let him be able to move on from her. She has a life with someone else I heard. He will not leave her alone about it and I think that's wrong in my eyes. Show him I love him and want a life with him. Heal us, Father, and give us a new heart, one that loves you and help us move on from our past. We need your forgiveness as well. Take control of us and this situation we are in. Let the barriers be removed that are between us. My heart is with him. You know that I can't let go. Why do they say follow your heart? What for? Lord, that's what I am doing and I don't want that to change for me. I tried to move on but something inside is telling me to move on with my life and still keep my heart with him so I am. I pray that's you giving me this sign, signs of hope that it will be in your time which your time is perfect. I love you, Lord, please help us move on together eventually. I am waiting patiently as I can. Forgive me! Amen.
