Anonymous
Beloved of All
Lord, you know I mean to do my best but sometimes I fail. I fail you Lord...but you have promised not to fail me. If I must stay at this job help me and create a hedge around me. May you protect me from those who would do me harm...Let my words be few and may I have the ability to help those who needs help. Give me wisdom that I do not have and the training I need. Lord I need confidence and abiity to communicate my abilities to do my work and overcome my past failures. If I am to be fired or asked to resign Lord then give me the strength to go through this humiliation. It is my fault though. I'm afraid that I won't be accepted anywhere else. People do not like me for whatever reasons they choose-- help me to get through this Lord. You know I mean well. But my is not good enough and it will never be good enough because I'm a sinner full of errors and mistakes. Help me Lord and cover me with your grace...Let people see you instead of me Lord. I pray that you may shut the mouth of those who speak evil of me and may their palns fail. Open the doors Lord if should go elsewhere. Lord since I came to this place it has been heartache...I thought that I had made a change but the truth is I'm still this mirserable sinner of a women who is terribly flawed and the only good thing that has occurred to me is that you have believed in me-- though I have not always believed in You. Lord help my unbelief take away the fear and give me courage Lord Jesus. Find the answer to what ails both body, mind, and soul. I pray for my sisters and my family, I pray my husband-- give his eloquence and tactfulness, and bless my beautiful daughter with wisdom. Lord relieve my stress and help me at work...I have lost the repect of the higher ups and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm lost. direct me Lord Jesus. I have no one but you! Forgive me for not contacting family members my heart and mind can't handle it as much as anymore. I cannot handle the stress anymore is there a job that I could do well and be happy in for the rest of my days I beg you to show me what it is and give me the ability to get it and have it. I pray this in your name Jesus. Amen!
