Sweetangel
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Lord, what an upsetting time I just had. Please everyone pray that my Prince gets this job. He stopped to talk to the manager and he said he didn't think he was impressed by him dropping by. I'm so scared because I told him I wish I could snap my fingers and get us new jobs and he said well seems I'm going to have to move back with my mom but i dont want to. He cant afford his rent and I definitely can't afford any plus I don't think he would ask me to move in anymore. long story but I don't know what to do God please give me guidance and please make it to where he can stay. I'm so afraid you are taking him away from me if he is going to have to move. He'd be an hour away from me instead of 5 minutes. Please if you lead me to the direction of asking him to move in with me if my parents would approve since its there home let it all work out and come together. Maybe that is your plan I feel I shouldn't have to ask my parents because it is there place but I do have to discuss it with them. I'm just so upset and puzzled and confused on what this all means. Everything is wonderful and in just a matter of a minute i feel like its all going to fall apart. I dont know what to do Lord I have Faith in you and in us I have trust in you that you are going to bring us together as one but I still don't know how to go on from here. I wouldn't change a thing everything is well with my prince but at the same time I want to be more than just his friend as I was before and I'm so confused do i tell him or do i wait a little bit longer that he needs a little more time. Is he wanting to say he feels that he wants to be with me but is not quite ready. I can't stand feeling like this and i wasnt just all of a sudden when he said seems like ill be moving everything stopped. Please Lord let this drive that we take tomorrow to see if we can somehow get him the money his job owes him will work so he can get the money and can stay. I feel so numb. Maybe my antidepressant will help but Lord I ask Please don't take him away from me. I know you're all i Need but i love him so much and i worked so hard and been so patient and so loving to him all I ask is don't give up on him please reach him and bring us together. In Jesus Name I Pray Please anyone out there Pray for us In agreement of Jesus Christ. Amen.
