anonymous4742
Servant of All
Lord, the deer meat we sent for processing is ready and we don't have the money to get it. This is food we need. Some to eat now rhe rest for the freezer. Taxes due tomorrow (Friday). Need gas in the car. Have to purchase other food for home and this mandatory function at my husband's work for Saturday. My father- in-law's funeral bill is past due that has to be paid. Plus 4 other bills still to pay by Tuesday. Where do I go steal this money. I don't know any other way to come about it. Someone owes us $ 50.00 but we are unable to get up with them.
I am at a loss as to what to do. I have prayed until I am blue on the face, posted countless prayer request online, sought employment unsuccessfully, cried, begged and pleaded with God an the creditors, been cursed at, screamed at and blamed for being broke by my husband and all I spend money on is the bills, his doctor, his medication, gas, food. Nothing for myself. I haven't been to the doctor in over a year and I have angina am on disability for a grocery list of things simply because there is nothing left for me to pay the co-pays, deductible and do on.
Lord show me what to do before I blow my brains out.
I am at a loss as to what to do. I have prayed until I am blue on the face, posted countless prayer request online, sought employment unsuccessfully, cried, begged and pleaded with God an the creditors, been cursed at, screamed at and blamed for being broke by my husband and all I spend money on is the bills, his doctor, his medication, gas, food. Nothing for myself. I haven't been to the doctor in over a year and I have angina am on disability for a grocery list of things simply because there is nothing left for me to pay the co-pays, deductible and do on.
Lord show me what to do before I blow my brains out.
