I´m praying for you. Here is some scripture that I claim whenever I feel down again. A book I would recommend is the Furious Longing of God by Brennan Manning. It was when God truly showed me how loved I was that my depression lost all its grip.
Psalm 40:2-3
He lifted me out of the slimy pit,
out of the mud and mire;
he set my feet on a rock
and gave me a firm place to stand.
He put a new song in my mouth,
a hymn of praise to our God.
Many will see and fear the Lord
and put their trust in him.
Revelations 21:4
He will wipe every tear from their eyes.
There will be no more death—or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.