sashadr817
Prayer Warrior
Lord thank you for blessing me when I don't even realize. Forgive me for complaining bc things aren't going my way. I'm sorry, but I just feel like okay I got it! Lesson learned so why don't you do something to help me? I know there are things I can't even imagine or understand why exactly you do the things you do or why I have to struggle so much more than other ppl that I know. This saddens me deeply bc right now I'm not satisfied w/my life, my finances, my relationships, and pretty much everything. I need a miracle with my finances. I'm feeling weak; left out. Almost forgotten. Can you please come to my rescue? I always pray for guidance...I always pray for wisdom...I'm at the point now in my life that encouragement is no help to me. I just feel like I'm so past that. Like no words of encouragement are going to change my situation. I just need change! I've told you that I don't want to turn to anything else. Lord I'm trying to get your attention. You know my heart. You know my desires. You know everything, but I still feel like I'm just suffering. I don't want to be like my parents..I want more for my children. I don't wanna be just another person struggling to make ends meet. I want to feel alive. Right now I'm just existing. When is my time gonna come? I really want an answer. I'm really angry I'm sure you know. I want to say sad, but I know u will know I'm lying. smh lol seriously I need a miracle. Why do all the ppl that do harm to me seem to prosper when they were cruel; horrible to me? I need to hear from you soon God. In Jesus name give me peace; give me an opportunity. Amen
