lord shanna is not out of your reach, break the strongholds in her life, break the addictions in her life and let her become addicted to you...lord loose the chains that bind her and draw her to you and shine a light on the areas of her life that need to change..lord pour out your spirit on my wife and heal our marriage and correct the order of our home..lord put our house in order,,lord give me the grace to wait, help me everyday as i am growing weaker by the moment..i cant last much longer in my stand as i am growing weary in this storm,,lord lead us to calmer water, god the ship is sinking fast..lord you know i am not nearly as strong as i was, i had hope, but it is next to nothing, i had so much faith but i find it harder to hope everyday..lord please bring an end to this season one way or the other, god i cant stand the limbo anymore, i just want to be loved agian and go on with my life.. i am lonely lord , i love my wife and kids and would love to reconcile our marriage but it takes two people to be married and as of right now you only have me and a ring and a certificate and beyond that only you know what is left and wether it will ever happen..lord you have called me to stand firm,, but is that mean for my marriage or in my faith or both? god please reveale to me the truth of what you have called me to... i dont want to keep hoping for something that isnt real..lord i am almost certain you mean to stand firm for both but did i hear you wrong? i am sorry that it is so hard for me to read you lord but i need clarity please, i just want to know that i know for sure what you have called me to..in jesus name amen..