brokenandhurt
Disciple of Prayer
Lord please, i ask that you will hear me. Lord, I'm becoming so depressed because of what happened. Lord, I'm asking that at some point you will bring him back, that you will help him to see. Please Lord, it makes me terribly sad to think of him not being in my life. Lord, I love him so much and I miss him. I hope and pray that you will give him some inclination to contact me to see how I'm doing, to check in. I still see the visions and I'm asking that you will help me to figure them out, whether they are literal or they are symbolic. I ask you to help me Lord. I just feel like you've been telling me that he is the one.. And now I no longer know.. I can hear the words "Just let go, don't worry, it will happen." And I keep hearing these words.. Is this you Lord? Lord, please bring me comfort and help me. Since this happened I have become so sick. I've had a fever and kidney pain for 17 days.. My chest hurts from the loss and the anxiety. Lord, I ask that you will help him, that one day, you will bring him back. Please Lord, I ask you to help him see how much I mean to him, I know its in his heart, he is just blinded, I ask that you will have me become an interesting prospect to him and that you will open the door for a new relationship for us. I ask that you will fill his heart with love for me. I ask that you will give him insight to my visions and that you will bring them to be as you have shown me. I ask that you will help him understand. I ask that you will bring him back. Please Lord, I don't want to continue to fall apart, to be so depressed that I can't move from bed. Please Lord, bring us back together when the time is right. I hope it will be soon. Please Lord, I love him. You gave me a dream of him last night that was so vivid, him calling and telling me how sorry he is, that he loves me. The last dream I had of him was so vivid and came to be. I pray this one will come to be. I love you Lord and I thank you for what you have given me. I thank you. I pray that you will help and give me guidance, or someone who can help interrupt visions. Please Lord, bring him back. Please bring me peace while I wait. I ask for all of this to be done in Jesus' name and in Jesus' name I pray AMEN.