Sweetangel
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Lord please help me stop feeling this way. I don't understand it and I wish he would come to me for anything right now. I feel lost and scared. I feel like I'm losing him and I don't know why. Thank you for the opportunity for the job but I believe the lesson in this you are teaching me is I have to do what I feel is best for me and for you. I'm not driving further to a job for less money in a town I know nothing about. A boring small dead town. My mom hurt me so bad today. She seems to think she knows all about the world today and Lord forgive me but she doesn't. She's been married to my dad since she was 18 she is now 63 shes had the same job for years. She does not understand society the way she thinks she does. She put me down like a dog. God you know how hard I work and how much I've gone through and am going through and for her to pretty much just spit in my face really cut my heart. I miss my Honey I wanna run to him so badly when it's times like these. I always could. I understand I can't right now but Lord please make it soon. I miss him so much and its getting to the cool weather days. I miss hot chocolate and watching movies in our warm pajamas etc. Most all of our time together was in the winter days. We both LOVE the cold weather please Lord bring him back to me to stay and very soon. I want every holiday with him again. I guess I"m asking too much but I wish and pray so hard that he would just let me back in his life for good because I know in my heart he wants it back. If it's because he doesn't know how to fix it or approach it PLEASE help him and guide him back to me Lord. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen
