bronson38
Beloved of All
LORD, Please help me get rid of this anxiety today. It has not been this bad in a while. I think it has to do with me being alone for a year in a half since my ex and i broke up. I love him so much it hurts. I am dying inside and feel not wanted anymore and unloved. What i do not understand is he still tells me he loves me but he won't ask me back out yet. All his friends and mine even like us and said they cannot picture us with anyone else. My heart is so broken. I cannot deal with it anymore. It is so bad i cannot take this load. Father take it all away now it is to much to handle anymore. I have been praying for months and still nothing. We did however speak of going back out a couple weeks ago but it did not happen. I cannot put it in exact words. Only you know why it did not work yet! I am trying my hardest to be patient. Forgive me please. Can and will you unblock whatever it is that is preventing us from being a couple again.Make this easier for me please! I love you and i am depending on you to be our matchmaker for you are the perfect one to do this! Give him the words to ask me and i will do my best i can to make him happy. Let us both make each other happy as well as you! Please i beg you to do this for me. I am crying due to the lost of the first true love of my life that i prayed to be with but he passed away a year ago before his release date from prison, but i still do not know what happened to him. Lord, i do not want to keep going through with this. It is like my life repeats itself over and over every year the same patterns. Please let something change here for good and for the better! IJNIP Thank you! Amen!
