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Scott G
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Lord i dont know what to do anymore i try so hard to do the right thing but no mater what I do or how hard i try i just cant please them in the end im growing tired of trying for people who dont appreciate my actions iv changed a lot in the past cople months so i ask my self and u what am i doing so rong what can i do to make it right and how long will this go on because im becoming really agitated and i fear one day i will just go crazy im starting to think i should stop being mr nice guy all the time because we always finish last so should i become a ass hole and not care about what people think of me or how they fill because being nice is not getting me anywhere and i know my family loves and wants me to do right but i thought thats what i have been doing im just wondering should i go back to my old life stile and just not give a crap what people want or how they fill or what they think of me and sometimes i wish i was cold harted so i just would care about anything or anyone because im running out of patents and growing weary of my fillings for friends and family so please help me deal with this lord i love u and my heart body mind and soul are yours when ever u want them all these things i pray in ur name oh heavenly father amen. p.s. could help me find my keys and watch over everyone in this world and make shure they have a great christmas thank u i love u and amen.