Sweetangel
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Lord, Please bring us together now. I can't take holding in feelings of wanting to be with him and not being able to show my affection in a more intimate way as if I was his girlfriend. I can't breathe! Every time I feel like he is going to accept our love for each other and you will guide us together forever it doesn't happen. It's all coming together but I don't know how to be subtle anymore and how to stay not a couple. Please stop my tears and finally make him see that I need all of him in my life. I have learned the lessons you were teaching me and I'm stronger and more patient, please just stop the agony in my heart. I just want him to love me as he did before, make him see he can love me because this whole thing of him not being able to be in a relationship is because he feels he is not worthy of any love or kindness, etc. Please just save my heart from this agony, I wanna be there for him through everything. You are the only one that can make that happen and I know you are, please just take my heart and help it to hold on for as long as you need me to, but Oh Lord I ask on bended knee, please make it very very soon...... my heart is so tired and I can't catch my breath. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen.
