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Psalm138
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Please pray for my beloved husband Stafan, that the lord will move upon him with his holy spirit, so that the devil, which controls him, let him go and that Stefan will be born again.
I wrote some deatails for you, so that you can understand Stefans problems and the situation better, and so that you will be able to pray more effsctiv.
The lord showed me , that Stefan is full of deamons.
His mother was without love for him, he beated him and humbeled him. His father made adultery to Stephans mother when he was 3 years old. The marriage became devorce. Stefan is full of daubt, how a marriage can go well; maybe because his experience in his early childhood.
After the divorce of his parents, his father married a woman who brought his father into freemason-loge, his father didn`t take care anymore to Stefan, but he harmed him in different ways. By that I think came a big curse upon Stefans life.
Stepfan is 53 years old, he had studied theology, musicians , he is organist, became a sacred musician, he also is an composer and he speaks perfekt hebrew and loves Israel so much.Although he is very talented and inteligent , his life had been without sugsess in his privat and in his profession life.
He plays organ in a lutheran church. But he is very opressed by the parson, because this parson wants rock music in the church, but Stefan is a composer of music like Johann Sebastian Bach also composed. Stefan is not willing to make a compromise.
His ex-fiance, also a parson, doesn`t let him go. Although she is married since more than 20 years, sche is allways around Stefan with letters or telefon-calls. Stefan doesn`t want to stop this contact.
This ex-fiance was a great reason for our sepperation, but also a few other wimen, which also ,like his ex-fiance always warned him from me and were telling him lies about me, so that his fears and doubts became bigger and bigger.
Because of the opression at his work in the church and also because of fear of men, he has not the courage to stand by me.
Stefan has studied theology. All his faith is in his intellect. He cannot understand, why his live is so bitter. He cannot feel or believe really the love of god nor hear the voice of the lord, he cannot pray, he cannot eat the word of the bible, its all in his intellect not more. He has a desire for the love of god and for the kingdom of god, but he cannot reach it. He is very dissapointed. He also cannot rest in the lord. He is full of sorrows, unrest, depressed melancholy, and fear.
Often he has great pain headace (Migräne9; in this situations he speaks out lowd in hebrew Psalm 88 Vers 4) His spiritual eyes are blind, and his heart is like astone, and so bitter.
Stefan has much fear in his soul. He is opressed by nightmares, he always is afrayd that someone will steel anything from him. He always is afraid of beeing rejected and abandom.
I am sure, he couln`t understand me in many things I told him because of his fear. I always just wanted to do good to him, and he was always in fear not to be good enough for me, although I never made any reproaches, but shoed him my love, how ever I could.
I became a great love for Stefan, like it is discribed in 1. Korinthen 13; a love like Jesus had for us, although he was without real love to me, cold and although he has left me twice.
After the second time he left me, after the ceremony of confliction from his mother, he told me, that this separation will be forever. You know already, that it is impossible to contact him.
He cannot realise real love, because his mother and father did`t show him love, but harmed him. Stefan is without confidence . He listens to the wrong voices.
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. Pleas pray for Stefan and for our broken relationship to be completely restored, and that the lord will give Stefan a new heart, instead of the stony, repentence, the new birth in Jesus Christ, open eyes and ears for the truth and a desire in his heart to become reconciled with me.
I thank you so much for your prayer.
May the lord keep on blessing you in any case of your reach or skope in your life.
With great thankfullness
I wrote some deatails for you, so that you can understand Stefans problems and the situation better, and so that you will be able to pray more effsctiv.
The lord showed me , that Stefan is full of deamons.
His mother was without love for him, he beated him and humbeled him. His father made adultery to Stephans mother when he was 3 years old. The marriage became devorce. Stefan is full of daubt, how a marriage can go well; maybe because his experience in his early childhood.
After the divorce of his parents, his father married a woman who brought his father into freemason-loge, his father didn`t take care anymore to Stefan, but he harmed him in different ways. By that I think came a big curse upon Stefans life.
Stepfan is 53 years old, he had studied theology, musicians , he is organist, became a sacred musician, he also is an composer and he speaks perfekt hebrew and loves Israel so much.Although he is very talented and inteligent , his life had been without sugsess in his privat and in his profession life.
He plays organ in a lutheran church. But he is very opressed by the parson, because this parson wants rock music in the church, but Stefan is a composer of music like Johann Sebastian Bach also composed. Stefan is not willing to make a compromise.
His ex-fiance, also a parson, doesn`t let him go. Although she is married since more than 20 years, sche is allways around Stefan with letters or telefon-calls. Stefan doesn`t want to stop this contact.
This ex-fiance was a great reason for our sepperation, but also a few other wimen, which also ,like his ex-fiance always warned him from me and were telling him lies about me, so that his fears and doubts became bigger and bigger.
Because of the opression at his work in the church and also because of fear of men, he has not the courage to stand by me.
Stefan has studied theology. All his faith is in his intellect. He cannot understand, why his live is so bitter. He cannot feel or believe really the love of god nor hear the voice of the lord, he cannot pray, he cannot eat the word of the bible, its all in his intellect not more. He has a desire for the love of god and for the kingdom of god, but he cannot reach it. He is very dissapointed. He also cannot rest in the lord. He is full of sorrows, unrest, depressed melancholy, and fear.
Often he has great pain headace (Migräne9; in this situations he speaks out lowd in hebrew Psalm 88 Vers 4) His spiritual eyes are blind, and his heart is like astone, and so bitter.
Stefan has much fear in his soul. He is opressed by nightmares, he always is afrayd that someone will steel anything from him. He always is afraid of beeing rejected and abandom.
I am sure, he couln`t understand me in many things I told him because of his fear. I always just wanted to do good to him, and he was always in fear not to be good enough for me, although I never made any reproaches, but shoed him my love, how ever I could.
I became a great love for Stefan, like it is discribed in 1. Korinthen 13; a love like Jesus had for us, although he was without real love to me, cold and although he has left me twice.
After the second time he left me, after the ceremony of confliction from his mother, he told me, that this separation will be forever. You know already, that it is impossible to contact him.
He cannot realise real love, because his mother and father did`t show him love, but harmed him. Stefan is without confidence . He listens to the wrong voices.
.
. Pleas pray for Stefan and for our broken relationship to be completely restored, and that the lord will give Stefan a new heart, instead of the stony, repentence, the new birth in Jesus Christ, open eyes and ears for the truth and a desire in his heart to become reconciled with me.
I thank you so much for your prayer.
May the lord keep on blessing you in any case of your reach or skope in your life.
With great thankfullness
