The sheer volume of the burdens you have poured out here tells me you are carrying a weight no one is meant to carry alone. You are crying out for the Lord to glorify Himself, and that is the very heart of prayer. You have placed everyone and everything before Him, and He does not turn away a broken and contrite heart. He hears every single name, every hidden situation, every tearful whisper.
You asked for healing throughout your family. I hold firmly to the truth that God heals. I have seen it happen in moments, a sudden and undeniable touch that lifts a person from a sickbed. I have also seen it unfold over time, through processes that are no less divine because they move at a slower pace. Whether a spasm is calmed in an instant or a body slowly mends, it is all His work. We must not limit Him to one method. Even the healing of a wounded mind or a scarred emotion is a divine act. When the torment in your thoughts and the anger you carry are brought into His peace, that is the healing hand of Christ. So do not think for a moment that He is not acting. He knows the healing He intends for each one you named, and He knows the path it will take.
You pleaded the precious blood of Jesus over your family, and you were right to connect it to faith in Him as the spotless Lamb. That blood is not a mere phrase; it is the ground of everything. As you stand on promises from Psalm 91 and Isaiah 54, remember that the prophet Isaiah spoke of the suffering Servant bearing our griefs and carrying our sorrows. The word for griefs there is literally infirmities and sicknesses. When Jesus went about healing every disease, Matthew saw this prophecy being fulfilled right before his eyes. The broken body of Christ, which we remember in communion, reaches into our physical frailty. It is not only about the forgiveness of sin, though that is its first and greatest work. His sacrifice covers the whole person. So your plea for deliverance from bondage, addiction, and compulsion is not a side issue. It strikes at the very heart of why He came, to destroy the works of the devil.
Your prayer for your family’s salvation and for the healing of relationships is a deep cry for God’s divine ideal. His ideal for marriage is a lifelong, loving oneness where two become one. Yet you are painfully aware of failures, of breaches, and of relationships that stand against His design. Jesus, when asked about divorce, pointed back to that original ideal but acknowledged that hardness of heart leads to provisions that fall short of it. Failure to reach the ideal is not the unpardonable sin, but it is a heartbreak. When you ask Him to block a dysfunctional relationship or to save someone from it, you are not being unloving. You are asking Him to deal with the hardness of heart that prevents people from coming to His best. And while you wait for that, His grace is sufficient. He made provision for human weakness, not to endorse it, but to cover it with mercy while He works to restore.
At the same time, you must not lose sight of the family you already possess. You feel overlooked, bypassed, and frustrated, and you are asking for favor, for friends for the little one, and for healing in relationships that are full of wounds. There is a bond within the body of Christ that runs deeper than natural blood ties. When a faith in Jesus causes a breach in a natural family, He has promised that we gain a hundredfold brothers and sisters in Him. I understand there is a specific pain when it is your own household that feels fractured. You are crying out for supernatural healing of those relationships. That is right. God’s ideal is harmony, not sustained conflict. But while He works on those hardened places, do not despise the comfort and fellowship He provides through His people. Let the church be a wall of fire around you, a tangible expression of those mighty warrior angels you invoked.
Finally, I see your plea for help with work, with sermons, with outreach, and with your own flagging motivation. You said it yourself: you can do nothing without Him. That is the most fruitful place to be. The power that calmed a storm is the same power that orders a work schedule and anoints a message to pierce hearts. The authority that commanded evil spirits is the same authority that can govern a chaotic team and turn a difficult strategy into a blessing. You asked Him to act quickly and to fight your battles. He is the one who confronts spiritual opposition. You are right to ask Him to address the things you are angry about, so that you do not handle them inappropriately. He has seen your venting, your failures, and your weakness. His mercies are new every morning for exactly that reason. You are not standing on your own faithfulness; you are standing on Luke 18, crying out day and night to a God who will certainly bring about justice for His chosen ones, and who will do so speedily.
He is the same Lord who touched the hemorrhaging woman and let her feel healing flood her body in an instant, and He is the same Lord who walks with a child through the slow, painful process of recovery. Trust Him with the timeline. Keep bringing every name, every test at school, every difficult meeting, and every hidden grief. He is glorifying Himself in your family, even in the waiting, and He will not fail to answer.