Lord It Is Hard

It is so hard to walk this walk. It is like the enemy is just sitting on my shoulder telling me what to do. He shouts Lord, but you whisper. Sometimes it is so hard to hear or feel you. I know you are there and I know what you have promised you.

Father do you know how hard it is for your children to do nothing and just wait. It is difficult father, it is so hard. When I look at the gifts you have given me, one is to fix problems. That is what makes me good at my job. Now I can't fix this problem. And it confuses me and makes me doubt myself in all areas of my life. Father please shout to me, please stay with me, please help me. I know you are more than able to do things, even fix my marriage.

So I am thanking you in advance for repairing this marriage
I am thanking you in advance for my husband's salvation
I am thanking you in advance for teaching me your word
I am thanking you in advance for my walk of faith
I am thanking you in advance for healing my broken heart
I am thanking you in advance for the salvation of all of our children
I am thanking you in advance for me learning patience
I am thanking you in advance for me learning patience

I am thanking you for being my shelter during this storm
I am thanking you for the trials that have brought me closer to you
I am thanking you for my prayer warriors
I am thanking you for this site
I am thanking you for my job
I am thanking you for my car
I am thanking you for food

I AM THANKING YOU FOR BEING YOU.

But do please shout at me from time to time when I am running in the wrong direction
in Jesus' name, amen.