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Disciple of Prayer
Lord, I want your healing power to touch me. I'm tired of putting on a mask to pretend everything is ok. My depression symptoms are there and is getting harder and harder to fight them off. I'm truly sorry if I have let you down in any way. I'm begging for you Lord to help me regain my strength and get me back to having a life worth living, with you by my side. This year was not what I thought it would be. Unemployed for the most part and battling with a mental disease has taken a hit on my self esteem and my life. Please Lord bring me blessings in the new year to come, with a new job, so I can regain my lost confidence and take control of my life once again. I have learned so much about my weaknesses so that if this was your plan for me, I know I can come out of it stronger. However, I still call out for your help. Please Lord work wonders in me to regain my mental health and provide me with a job to feel secure about my future. I call out for your promise with a humble heart: “For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord; plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.†(Jeremiah 29:11). I know what is troubling me and making me doubt; if I only had that one job I know I would be better. I'am sorry as this prayer is selfish and focused on me, as in these times of distress, I know there are many like me facing this position. I pray that you will provide us all with your guidance to make the changes needed to construct a stronger faith. Lord I trust that you will provide me with the blessings I'm asking you for, as you know more than anyone, the suffering I have been in. Heal my mind, my heart and self worth and allow me this second chance Lord; a job that I can enjoy and perform at the level expected from me. In your name I pray and ask for Jesus my savior to be with me, Amen.