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highr1964
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Lord I come to you as humble as I know how, with tears and a sincere heart.
Lord for the last past eight years I’ve suffered in several ways, financially because of disability (severe spinal issues with damaged nerves), immediate family health is poor while living in another state and due to financial problems I’m not able to return home…and there is nothing I can do. Lord I feel paralyzed.
My nineteen year old son is suffering in college being on his own with financial and transportation problems, I feel like I failed as mother not able to support him; all he knows since his birth, is how it feels to struggle. I wanted him to have a better chance, He tries so hard to be a man and take responsibility, but everything around him seems to continue to go wrong a mirror of my life.
At the age of 46 my mental health has been affected by depression… with all of this. I know I need spiritual healing because right now I just want to give up and take my life (end it all…I can’t take it anymore), but Lord I know that there is a ram in the bush just for me. Lord I can’t do this by myself, I need your strength, I need a financial blessing.
Lord, I know I need to let go of the old and forgive those that have wrong me without bitterness in my heart, which caused pain and my health to get worse, but right now I feel so alone, not able to trust anyone but you Lord. No matter what I do, I seem to always come back to this point…being alone…my greatest fear. I always look for love in the wrong places; I then fail because I try to help you control the plan for my life and others.
All I want… is that agape love, that unconditional love Lord that you provide.
Lord I thank you for the blessings that you have already put before my family; you have given us so freely so many gifts, visions and talents. We want to serve you Lord. Lord we just ask that you prepare the way and I know you can.
Lord for the last past eight years I’ve suffered in several ways, financially because of disability (severe spinal issues with damaged nerves), immediate family health is poor while living in another state and due to financial problems I’m not able to return home…and there is nothing I can do. Lord I feel paralyzed.
My nineteen year old son is suffering in college being on his own with financial and transportation problems, I feel like I failed as mother not able to support him; all he knows since his birth, is how it feels to struggle. I wanted him to have a better chance, He tries so hard to be a man and take responsibility, but everything around him seems to continue to go wrong a mirror of my life.
At the age of 46 my mental health has been affected by depression… with all of this. I know I need spiritual healing because right now I just want to give up and take my life (end it all…I can’t take it anymore), but Lord I know that there is a ram in the bush just for me. Lord I can’t do this by myself, I need your strength, I need a financial blessing.
Lord, I know I need to let go of the old and forgive those that have wrong me without bitterness in my heart, which caused pain and my health to get worse, but right now I feel so alone, not able to trust anyone but you Lord. No matter what I do, I seem to always come back to this point…being alone…my greatest fear. I always look for love in the wrong places; I then fail because I try to help you control the plan for my life and others.
All I want… is that agape love, that unconditional love Lord that you provide.
Lord I thank you for the blessings that you have already put before my family; you have given us so freely so many gifts, visions and talents. We want to serve you Lord. Lord we just ask that you prepare the way and I know you can.