BeutifultoGod
Good and Faithful Servant
Lord, I miss having a family and just growing up with love. I do not know about family and love because growing up we were separated from them. So I do not know about family functions or having a favorite cousin or auntie growing up I can talk to. I never met my grandmother and barely remember seeing my grandfather. Don't know much about my family history and did not know anything about my father until ### and he passed away too. I struggle with love and loving myself and others. Also, finding a place where I belong and my individuality. I know my identity comes from you but why do I feel far away from you? Even when I was younger I struggled with this. I am hurting God and I need your help. I need a family and I need friends and sometimes a shoulder to cry on. Also, a husband who will not cheat on me, loyal, I can trust and a good marriage. In Jesus Name, Amen.
