gretchen11111
Good and Faithful Servant
Lord I figured out that I do not like to become real close to people..so I do not get hurt again...### on the other hand we have friends we made at ### they are nice people but some of the cuss saying the f word...I and ### do not use that language but people at the bars usually do..some of the friends we made drink a lot a woman she is nice and the others are nice but they call ### and ### calls them up on the phone I never call them...(one reason is I do not hear too well) so I figured I just do not want to get close to them because I do not want to get hurt like I have in the past like last year and others..protecting myself do not get me wrong I enjoy their company but I just do not want to get real close. And the bars are not good places to go...but...We are Christians...I rather just have friends online...naughty me...I do have friends good friends I have known for years...They are comfortable to me.Lord I guess I am a loner in that way about people do not want the anxiety and stress I have gotten before with friends before. I am happy the way I am I just want PEACE Lord for me and my husband to much has happen in my life I been though so much with people and family over the years I just want peace and no anxiety stress I suffer from high anxiety...had trouble with a sister in the past and it was nasty I forgive her and love her..Just want to live my rest of my life peacefully as we can husband and me but I know there will be some anxiety and stress not much I hope...I love praying for people being a prayer warrior ect it helps me Love you Lord....So that is the way I am...

