Lord I feel like nothing. I am so tired. ...

[Anonymous]

Lord I feel like nothing. I am so tired. I have waiting and praying for change and it hasn't. I am alone in my thoughts and prayers. I have made mistakes and sought your forgiveness. But I cannot go on with this life. I have no Joy. I cry every day calling out to you. I wanted and prayed for marriage restoration for mine and the OW who is with my husband. Instead, I have to have surgery that will eliminate every possibility of me to bare a child, legal issues, possible glaucoma, and now a court date for an unwanted divorce of 12/23. I am going through all of this alone.

I am drafting my will and I hope that it will be honored. Apparently I have not lived up to your expectations and I know it is impossible to please you without faith. It has been faltering. I am completely exhausted and empty. No one stands with me or for me. Please take care of those I love.

 

[alg]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Nineteen51]

Jesus on the cross was expressing His feelings of abandonment as God placed the sins of the world on Him – and because of that had to “turn away†from Jesus. As Jesus was feeling that weight of sin, He was experiencing separation from God for the only time in all of eternity. It was at this time that 2 Corinthians 5:21 occurred, “God made Him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God.†Jesus became sin for us, so He felt the loneliness and abandonment that sin always produces, except that in His case, it was not His sin – it was ours. He hasn't abandoned You but understands first hand what You are feeling right now. He is with You, talk to Him. God is able to do exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think (Eph. 3:20)

 

[flora]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.