SnowBunting
Disciple of Prayer
Lord, I ask you to come into my heart, my mind. Forgive me for my sins. Forgive all those who sinned against you. I have done things I shouldn't have and felt unworthy. Felt life wasn't worth living anymore. I know suicide isn't the way. I have thought about it but I cannot do it. I have reasons why I'm here and I know that. I have lost my sister to suicide and my heart just breaks when someone does that. Lord I ask you to guide, heal and give strength to the family that lost a son, a brother as he committed suicide last night. Give strength to his common-law and his 2 children. Lord his daughter was just born last week and no one knows why he did what he did. Lord I know I haven't been praying much but you're in my mind, my heart. asking for forgiveness when I don't speak out loud. but my heart does the speaking and you know that. Father give me strength to draw closer to you. guide my family and my brother. Lord I wake up every day and I'm happy I do. No matter how much I think about my life being worth nothing. I'm still going to keep going and even if I thought of ending my life I'm not. I'm never leaving those who need me, because they have no one else but me. Lord I thank you for what you've done for me and my family. All the things you've done that we didn't see. Waking up to see another day is a great blessing to me, knowing that I have my nephew who I take care of. I love him dearly. He has Down syndrome. He's my world and would do anything for him. Lord if it wasn't for you, we wouldn't have him here. It's been almost 5 years that I've been taking care of him. I'm 22. Lord I have no clue but one on how I'm taking care of him. You're there, you're helping me with him. Lord I thank you for everything you've done. I ask for forgiveness. You know what inside my heart and I give you all to fix. In Jesus name I pray to you. Amen.
