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godsbabygirl
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I would like God to give me a strong revelation over my future. I am a widow, and was married to an unsaved man. Through that relationship I was able to witness to him and he accepted Christ . I fulfilled that duty as the word says. when I reflect on how much my husband put me through I still understood that I had to fulfill Gods will through obedience eventhough it was quite painful. After everything I've been through I know I deserve to be trully happy with a man that is God fearing and who desires a spiritual woman in the Christ. I am tired of being unhappy and reflecting on my years of abuse,(emotional, sexual, physical) I have never experienced real love and happiness from God and I believe he save d my life in order for me to experience true love . I'm tired of satan stealing my happiness even as a child and I feel overwhelmed in life to know he has robbed me of so much and I suffer from that on a daily basis. I bury myself in the word and seek answers however I feel stagnant like my prayers have been delayed. I'm not trying to rush God as I know he is preparing me and building my character so that I can be right for someone. I lack trust for men which makes it difficult for me to keep male friends. I don't want to be used, and after dating someone I know what their intentions are. I dream about being treated like a true queen especially by a man that knows God. God knows my desires and he also knows how I've been hurt and what I long to have. Happiness, marriage, family,(kids) satan has lied to me and said I will not have the things God promised me "look it hasn't happen and it isn't going to" he fills me with lies. And I become weak and weary, i am fearful of being social because the devil has robbed my confidence . I WANT EVERTHING BACK THAT WAS TAKEN FROM ME. I want The Holy Spirit to direct my life and give me power and confiedence to stand and receive DOUBLE FOR ALL MY TROUBLES. My prayer is that God will give me wisdom and discernment, and confidience as I receive a better social life without the bondage of my past. I pray for the right people to approach me and let the God of my salvation be a guide unto me. Until then I'm still going to P.U.S.H Pray.Until. Something. Happens... Please agree and touch the gates of heaven with this prayer. Thank you in advance for reading! And may God also give YOU everything you desire in Jesus name. Amen
