mew415
Servant of All
Lord God, please. Hear my call and answer me. I cry to you in my agony. Guide him quickly back to me again. I feel so empty and vulnerable without him. Don't let him stray any more. Please. Guide him quickly back to me. My heart breaks more and more everyday without him. Lord God, please. Rescue me from this pain. I call on you knowing your great works, and trusting that you will deliver me what I request so whole-heartedly. Please. Don't let my prayers be in vain. Don't let my heart bleed for no reason Lord. I want nothing more than to be loved by him again, and to be his wife. You call me to do just that, I am trying to answer Lord, but he needs to answer too. Help him to do so. This is my need, this is where I am burdened. I keep sinking into this dark depression without him, and as you Lord keep giving me hope then taking it away, I am worn out, I am feeling deceived and mistreated. Which is it to be Lord?! I want him more than anything, I want to marry him more than anything. And I thank you greatly for placing this desire in my heart Lord. And I thank you for allowing me to love someone so greatly. It is a precious gift! I don't want to waste what you have given to me. Please. Reunite us. I thank you immensely for making my prayers a reality today Lord. I thank you for hurrying to show me mercy and kindness. I thank you for guiding him back to me now. I thank you for calling him to be my husband. I pray too Lord that he answers. Send down your army of angels to lift him to you, and bring him to me. Help him to understand my hurt and what he is doing to me. Bless him with the grace of understanding. Please Lord God. I don't want to live without him. Lord God, protect our love. I pray KGT's love for me, and my love for him is sacred. Keep it safe, keep US safe. Keep us together. Keep us in each others hearts and minds and thoughts. And especially futures. Keep us Lord, keep us together. Make us be one Lord. Make it soon. I can't bare this loneliness. I need you God. I need KGT too. Please. Only YOU my God can do this miracle that I ask. I trust you to do it. I expect this wondrous gift again soon. I anticipate the answer with hopeful eyes and an open mind. I miss him Lord. I love him Lord. I am greatly hurting in his absence. Please God, please. Make us one soon. Make our union sacred. Make our love sacred. It is a precious gift that should not be wasted. Marriage is a gift from you as well Lord. You give me this desire, I pray that KGT answers your call. Please. I don't know what else to do God. Bring him back to me today. Please. Through Jesus sweet and precious name I pray, Amen.
