Precious ###, it is easier said than done, but give these worries over to the Lord, He never meant for you to be burdened with them. Ask Him to help you release them and begin to thank Him for all He has already done for you. Encourage yourself in the Lord, praise Him, the Bible tells us that He inhabits the praises of His people. We bind the enemy from tormenting your thoughts right now in the name of Jesus, there is power in that name, all chains are broken in that name, you are set free in the name of Jesus! You are greatly loved dear sister!!!