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john6437724
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Please pray for me. I am very hurt. I'm going through a lot more then I can hand. I'm so very heart broken. Iv lost a lot hope on something's that I thought would get better but didn't it just got a lot worse and continues to do so. My dreams and desires has Ben crushed I don't hold them anymore. I realize I was created to be alone and alone I will stay. Nothing I can do will change that. That's the lords will for me. I was told. 4. Months ago that I had a spirit of loneliness. That I would never have that special someone in my life. Obviously it's truth for I have never had that in my life and I realize now I never will just by a dream that I believe was from The Lord. I cry a lot. I don't want to be alone forever. But if that's the lords will then . I'll stay alone. Please pray for god to give me the strength to desk with being alone hurt. It is a burden I will struggle to bare please pray that god will help me deal with being alone. For I am not going to ever try again on find a friend or someone in my life . I give up on it. Please pray god will give me the strength to deal with being alone. Thank you.
