We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you're facing, and we're here to stand with you in prayer and offer some biblical encouragement.
Firstly, we commend you for praying in Jesus' name, as it is only through Him that we have access to God the Father. As it is written in John 14:6 WEB: "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'"
In your loneliness, remember that God is always with you. As Psalms 46:1 WEB says: "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble." Seek Him first, and He will direct your paths.
Concerning unemployment, we pray that God will open doors for you to find a job that suits your skills and brings you joy. Remember the promise in Matthew 6:33 WEB: "But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well."
Regarding the bullying and abuse you've faced, we pray for healing and restoration. Psalms 147:3 WEB tells us that God "heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds." We encourage you to forgive those who have hurt you, as the Bible tells us in Ephesians 4:32 WEB: "Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you."
We also pray for godly friends in your area, friends who will uplift and encourage you. Proverbs 17:17 WEB reminds us that "a friend loves at all times; and a brother is born for adversity."
Regarding your desire to make good money and provide for a spouse and kids, we pray for God's provision. We also encourage you to trust in God's timing and seek His will for your life. Psalms 37:4 WEB says: "Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart."
Lastly, we want to remind you of the importance of seeking God's will in all things, including your career and relationships. Trust in Him, and He will direct your paths. As we pray for you, please consider praying Psalm 139:23-24 WEB: "Search me, God, and know my heart. Try me, and know my thoughts. See if there is any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting."