Loneliness & Heartbreak And Self-Loathing

[FionaMichelle]

I wish to pray for Peace in my heart. I began to go to church and pray for happiness three years ago in a sad state. Shortly thereafter I met a man and fell very much in love. I now wonder if my renewed faith in God irritated the devil and he put this man in my path as a temptation. This man does not love me properly, he has a family of his own. I have managed to avoid temptation in brief spells, but always I am brought back to him. I sometimes tell myself that I can make him love me, or that because I love him it is honourable. But I am in pain when I am alone and he is with his family at his home... so it cannot be the right thing. I do not want to pray for him to see the light or love me or be with me.. although this would be my shallow wishes. I went to church to pray for happiness, and I got the most painful year I've ever had in my life. How can this be? I was so angry with God. Weren't you listening? Why was this person put in my path? I wanted peace and I got sadness and heartbreak. I wanted love and I got used. God knows what this person must think of me, and that is most painful. I am questioning God and questioning whether I will ever be free from this heartbreak. I am getting older and I'm not feeling attractive anymore. The people I meet feel like strangers. Please pray for me that I will 'get over it'. Pray that he leaves me alone. Pray that I have the strength to end this affair once and for all that brings me no satisfaction, no love, no comfort. I don't need to pray to find a partner, I enjoy life as I am... I just didn't need this extra garbage in my life. Pray that I find the lesson, as I've been searching and I cannot figure it out. Pray that my sadness to the suicidal thoughts point ebbs away and I am left with tranquil contentedness. And pray for this man who seems to have no heart, pray for him to see value in people who love him, not just myself but his wife. Pray to get him on a good path, if he were a better person this would not be happening to me. Pray for us both to move beyond these awful temptations and find a good life for ourselves whether together or not. In Jesus' name I pray for peace in my heart and wisdom for us all.

 

[PrayingWithPower]

You have complete control & power of your thoughts and actions. He may have been a temptation, but you didn't resist the devil and make him flee. You need to get into God's word. Read it, have it on your iPod, all day long so that it will penetrate your life and you will be able to apply it to your life.

Holy Spirit, please draw this person to you & change their life. Show up to them right now & flood their life with your love & life. Give them supernatural understanding and help them to renew their mind.

"Do you wonder why you have no power (in God)? Every time you have sex with somebody [you're not married to] you leave a piece of you behind." ~ Belinda Oliver

 

[The Encourager]

Be Encouraged, I have asked God in Jesus’ name to honor your prayer request according to His perfect will. The safest and best place to be in this whole wide world is in the will of God. God’s will for all His children is for them to prosper, be in good health, even as their soul prospers (III John 2). God knows what is best for all of us. He knows when to step in and when to step back. Ask God, “What am I to learn from this experience?†And then ask God not to let you waste this experience. Relax…Keep Your Focus On God…Grow From It!

Romans 8:28 tells us: And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.

May Jehovah our God through His Son Jesus Christ bless you and those you love and care about abundantly, exceedingly above all you have ever asked, thought, dreamed, or prayed. God is in control. Trust Him. God Loves You. Everything is going to be alright!

Encourager Linda Flagg, LM, CS

Christian Life Coach & Youth Minister

PS: If You Truly, Really, Absolutely Want to Be Blessed…Obey God’s Word! Let Your Lifestyle be Shaped by the Word of God.

 

[Paulina]

Dear Lord, please bless her with a heart of submission. Please bless her with ability to give her love to You even this seems to be out of her control and capability. I believe that she could obey You and keep following You because of her great love to You. Therefore, Lord, please also bless her with a good friendship with someone who is appropriate for her. Thank You, Lord. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen!