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nuptial -bound
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I'm 40+,still single,shamed,passed-over,rejected,and DEFEATED that my voice fails me when I used to be able to smile easily.I've LOST my joy,some work opport,a relshp to evil circumstances beyond my control...I repented my sins, asked God to reveal what I may need to confess,ask forgiveness for and as i fasted, if i felt led to address it,I did.I forgave me enemies but I still want God to have the last word.They LIED to me,took advantage of my kindness and readiness to help and pray for them they were both selfish,wicked and STOLE from me!I asked God to Contend w/them that contend w/me(ps35)I NOW ask God to sen me the mate or the Relshp of my dreams leading to MRG.I also ask for pryr for my close pal,C.-for her to find love+ MRG as i seek.We've been Shocked and horrified at how men we both thought loved us back went from loving us strongly to absolute cold as ice.We are still hurting,afraid to love, unable to trust and left bewildered at how things changed OVERNITE.The more we Turned to God w/prayer and righteousness, the worse things seem to get in our lives.We Pray and ask for agreement, for TURNAROUND/DIVINE REVERSAL in 2011!We're weary from our trials,bow down your ear to our cries,lord!In Jesus'nmeAmen

