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smstiny
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Gotta say that living alone relly is lonely. And its so hard dealing with the financials on my own I can't beleive I've hung on this long. I miss having a car I feel so isolated. I really don't have any freinds here so it really is so tough dealing with my issues by myself with no one to talk things out with or a friend to lend a helping hand akind word a shoulder to lean on. Its been a bad month I've been living on bread and peanut butter. I am almost evicted can't keep up on bills. Havent been able to buy clothes for over a year. Havent had a haircut in a over 2 years. I am embarrassed with my appearance and havwe lost any sence of myself being worthy of anyone loving me. I miss being seperated from my mom. She is the only one I could rely on. I nmy brother disowned me, I am dead to him. I rearey see my sister.
All I have is my animals especially my tiny dog. I tell you he is my best freind. My only freind.
Yes I have done bad things in my life against the peopld who cared most. I was in a bad place and lost myself. I have tryed to make amends as best I can with all my heart. And try never to repeat my mistakes - but seems nobody can forget the mistakes I made and no one can forgive either. So I go through life wishing I was just not here never born. Liufe ifs bitter and cruel when you live alone in east orange ALONE.
All I have is my animals especially my tiny dog. I tell you he is my best freind. My only freind.
Yes I have done bad things in my life against the peopld who cared most. I was in a bad place and lost myself. I have tryed to make amends as best I can with all my heart. And try never to repeat my mistakes - but seems nobody can forget the mistakes I made and no one can forgive either. So I go through life wishing I was just not here never born. Liufe ifs bitter and cruel when you live alone in east orange ALONE.
