simplyprayedups
Disciple of Prayer
Life is full of ups and downs. We all have to stay prayed up because the devil is always looking to bring down your spirits. I am a single mother of two that made some very poor choices in life and I think this is why I am having such a hard time financially. But then I try and tell myself that JESUS died on that cross and paid for all my sins so why am I having a hard time financially. I have worked two jobs for the past 9 years and I still don't seem to be done gotten any further. I am a faithful church goer, I try and live by the bible so why am I having such a hard time. It seems like the people that try and live right, have such a hard and trying time and the ones that could care less, have good fortunes. So what is wrong with this picture? I have an aunt that lives in ### and I called her the other night to see if she would loan me some money to get out of this hole and she told me she has some trips planned and she can't dip into her money but she is supposed to be a Christian and claim to love the Lord. My pastor always preaches on people acting like Christians but acting like sinners. He said when your brother or sister is in trouble or need help, you need to help them because it is the GODLY thing to do but most people will turn a deaf ear on you and they know they can help. I know my blessing and breakthrough is on the way because I am a good person with a huge heart that the devil just keeps trying to hold down. I love my GOD and I know he is the head of my life and I know he has brought me too far to leave me now. I am as broke as they get, and live paycheck to paycheck but I am always giving when able. Please pray for me that GOD open up his windows of heaven and pour me out a blessing. I am so down right now.
